Even I only had a day off each week. I still feel boring and lonely sometimes, Not like i'm dying to hang out w girls. It's just I hung out too much w guy friends sometimes and didn't get to meet female friends.  This is so ridiculous. I am always attracted to girls that had no chance to develop relationship with me. Maybe I named myself evilchineseguy so God always play tricks or put a curse on me.
I just want to get some down to the earth friendly girls to spend some time with, it seems like so difficult, more difficult than going 140 mph on LIE w/o getting arrested,,,