if i move to china, next time i just visit america, am i gonna miss america? i am asking myself first time in my life time.

The answer is yes. not big yes. i have had ups and downs here. i am used to everything here. Even my thinking and value change to local stardard, whether i like or not.

Life is all about making choices. I am just talking to myself, probably not talking to myself a long time. I guess i need some time to think about it.